tuesdays blue

why tuesday?
tuesday ive gotta start my work. thats why
today could be the best tuesday ever that no one is in the office, that i could play around and stuff.
guess what, i knew my feeling is not wrong now,
double confirm or triple confirm,
i'm the stupid 1, been thinking and concerning so much while others, dont give a damn about it, so, i'll just not gonna care.
please tell me what i decided is what i suppose to do.
i won't want to regret for my own decision.
but i feel, unsecure to do so.
it is so mesmerizing, like im addicted to something somehow.
i'm just not in the good mood today, or these days?
anyway, i couldn't wait until B to get here, i think that might be the only thing that could really cheer me up.
argh,whats your problem , voon?
please tell your mind to stop running around.